Do you notice that flashing light at the railroad barrier doesn't have the same rhythm with the alarm sound? Because I just did it not so long time ago. I notice many things in detail at this point. A little annoying but they passed by like a summer breeze. So quick, and strong enough to blow my mind off.
I've been feeling empty a lot lately. The shocks that pressed against me together at once really did their job. Oh, not to mention my inability to manage my schedule. Everything got so messed up. I went to office when my schedule is work from home. Barely got my train on time. Forgot to get my cash at the ATM. Chaotic, one word that fits these days perfectly.
So this is how unravel process happened to me. A lash that tied me for years, is finally broken off.
I predict it. I see its coming. I know this will happen. And I think I will be freely happy. I can freely decide what I want on my own. I don't overthink things. I can focus on my self. But there is one factor that I slipped to see it before.
It's a thing similar with a sheeting joint. Do you even know what it is? Sheeting joint is a fracture that occurs because of a rock layers loss a pretty huge amount of mass on the top. It is called unloading joint too, because it has happened when they unload their burden. But it makes they lost the pressure from the top and make them cracks. Cracked and fractured. The pressure is actually the main factor that keep they merge and intact. But they lost it. So they began to unravel. A very precise analogy with me right now.
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| Sheeting joints occurs when the red layer is gone (maybe because erotion, etc) and the rest of the layers lost pressure from above. |
And in case you want to avoid this slipping point, I get you my message. Don't make a snap decision. Because snap decision, the one that you made quickly, easily, and without hesitation, is the one that can haunts you forever. I've done this before. Now it's your turn. And the date will expired in no visible time.
